I have not Fizzled nor Popped!

Sorry all I have not stopped a things as other have you believing. I have been doing repairs to my property for the new cattle we have. I do have a life to carry on that takes precedence over this blog. I am back and ready.

First proof that I bought my profile picture because let’s face it being called a thief by someone who is off her rockers needs to be shown. According to her everyone is who she says they are so lets me prove her wrong. I know in this her actions are in hope to gain whom I am. Sorry Hun sit an stew in it a little longer.

 

 

While off my daughter was doing research for a University she wants to attend next year. She was accepted already! Study Psychology was her choice so imagine my surprise when she called me in to take a gander at a blog a few faculty follow. https://anupturnedsoul.wordpress.com/2013/12/26/answering-questions-about-narcissists/

Reading through this blog I fell in love with the witty humor and realistic cause behind this post.

 

“Narcissistic discard when it’s not about them?”

 

“Narcissists use conversation as a means of securing ‘Narcissistic Supply’. They need acknowledgement, affirmation, confirmation of their existence and that they are who they are pretending to be. You are there to support their magnificence. You’re the applause of the audience after a performance. They also need a million other things from you. There is no time for you and it has to be all about them. If you talk about yourself or a subject which interests you but does not interest them, they switch off. The only reason they will listen to you talk about yourself is when they are seeking information about you to become you, they are gathering information about how to steal your identity. So when you first meet them they will focus all their attention on you and batter you with personal questions aimed at finding out everything they want to know about how to become you. Once they have what they want, you are no longer needed, and they discard you because to keep you around might be dangerous to them, especially if they are now pretending to be you. No one else can know that you exist or their game might be discovered and their new mask will get ripped off.

 

If you’ve been in a relationship with a Narcissist, you’ve felt the sting of sudden abandonment and rejection. They leave when they please, and they return when and if they feel like it. Yo-yo-ing. They do not know who they are, sure they have many versions and ideas about who they are, and never shut up about who they are and what they do (without ever doing anything they say they do), but none of them are real. If they could, they would put their missing core self on a milk carton, but if you found it they’d reject that too. They tend to discard those who get closest to their real identity. They are afraid of that. All their behavior is driven by fear. If you saw the face behind the mask, even if you were not afraid of it, and they saw you seeing it, they are afraid of it and now of you… so they get away.

 

Discarding people is a defense mechanism for them.”

 I see this in steady supply on a blog. Naming that blog will not do at this time. See them giving something a name gives it power I think it just fuels the bullshit they dish out. Like me being gone dealing with adult life providing for my children. Don’t take that time where they needed it to blog, make notifications to alert me to each new post or comment. No I don’t even deal with FB or Twitter. I tune them out delving into the deep pit that is my life as a single mom running a ranch/farm. My alt sits steady waiting for me when I return from a busy day. So when I read about FB alts that stalk I do “SMH”!  Why is it that you do that, have an alt due to being blocked then use it in blind faith to stalk the very same person you claim is stalking you.  Seriously do you not get that you are just as bad as them. No excuses you stalk they stalk so it is the same just keeping an eyes out for the others. If you don’t like that then leave them alone, block them, restricted them, or just delete your account.

 

This is not my last post I just have decided to take it to a new level.  One were adults will see that  two wrongs don’t makes rights and rights/apologies/ taking it back can hardly ever make it better after the damage is done. What is the true definition of “Repentance”?

 

 

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Author Eater part 2

Kiddies sit back, let’s go for a ride!

If you threaten me make sure I cannot lower that Boom….

Warning what you see here posted is quoted as evidence so I want to share it with you. Be Leary of the Author Advocate and her luminosity of and on authors whom her Good Samaritan puppets track down. The “Author Eater” “Deal Maker” has taken from all that she list on her blog poking fun. You will see what I mean as I go.

Please follow along!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

See her puppet went after authors on Goodreads and countless other sites. Was that right, if she really bought the book instead of sampling as she even admits to not reading it? This is sad and Lepp JT Larson calls herself an author? She even gets in on the laugh at the authors expense, poking fun at her instead of contacting her and helping her with her issues. No she sits on her blog defacing her.

I want her as my Author Advocate don't you!! (sarcastically laughing)  We have seen her go after Leah for believing she was me. We have now seen were she goes after author's so called victims, associate's and etc. of Tabetha Jones. Damn if you are friends with her on FB ABORT ABORT! The Author Advocate is coming to look you up and we all see what happens when Lepp make a decision on hate. She post  want she wants your name on her blog and "down with you, you evil author, business person etc." she wants to talk copyright infringement as well as theft?

I don't need to make a warning or threat Lepp you already see me in your review. Your hate Blog if created by a kid would be held accountable for Cyberbullying as well as Cyberharassment. Their parents could spend time in jail as well as be Fined. What would that local High school think, what with a living arrangement where you are a contributor to hate and have puppet's telling people to kill themselves. Think of that the next time you contact a Probation Officer out of hate and spite. The same can happen to you only you created your blog to take someone down collecting money for them to wanting them placed in jail. A lady who said "I am not heartless" yet has no care of the destruction she leave behind in her wake. Your days of exploiting author's over your hate and fake care are over!

And honey I do it with your own sweet evidence!!

~Ember

 

 

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Author Eater (part 1)

Threat or to Threaten is:
: a statement saying you will be harmed if you do not do what someone wants you to do
: someone or something that could cause trouble, harm, etc.

: the possibility that something bad or harmful could happen

:  an expression of intention to inflict evil, injury, or damage

 

I was also Warned!

Then an innocent bystander a artist for hundred of authors take a hit intended for me.

 

Don't you see yet that Lepp aka JT Larson is a Paranoid schizophrenic?

 

I make a comment in passing on my post that leads to a threat a warning to take down my business. ruin my authors as well as any associates I have. Sad thing is that she saw to that long ago. What with her idealization that any and all business, companies, author etc. that freelance, work for or do anything with Tabetha Jones will fall at her feet. And yes, I have that all reworded, re asked, repeatedly. I like to cover all bases. See I can say it all with out using bully or hag. And again yes I called her that.

 

True, I was lost in the euphoric pleasure of her own undoing! Amiss the babble of me being Leah which I told her I was not, yet it still didn't matter for the fact she was beginning her dismantle campaign on all front of FB messaging. The line had been drawn. As I sit here shaking my head with my mask hanging low. I questioned my self. What I wanted to stand for rereading that blog archive for archive. I asked it if was worth it then I got a message I had been hoping for. It was Leah! I apologized to her repeatedly for this threat to her and her companies. And she never once asked who I really was or anything else other then asking "What was wrong with that lady"? 

That's the real question. What happened on her way to recovering her daughters money to the "Beast" that is lurking for any author whom gets tangle in its path.  

 

"To coral with the Beast means your ultimate demise"!

See here how can any author or business get ahead when she even has her puppets believing her lies. Lies that I am Leah when in fact I am not her I can tell you I sure the hell cant draw or color between the lines! Just go to her blog and find out how far gone she is. Lepplady.wordpress.com See Leah tell her she is not Ember and how they twist it all to be her fault. Don't worry I have more for Author Eater part 2
 

 

 

 

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Tit for Tat

Tit for tat

Is an English saying meaning "equivalent retaliation". It is also a highly effective strategy in game theory for the iterated prisoner's dilemma.




I have not forgotten for I am a patient woman
I do not play games I wish you not to see
I will pull from your push as I return a punch

Do not try to figure out me
For I wear a mask to deceive
But please you must forgive me

I must teach what you hear
It's not all true you see
I have not forgotten
For I am patient woman


~Ember
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I Apologize !

I apologized Tabetha said then we all looked, well yes she did. Repeatedly from what I have seen. Here we go!

 

 

 

 

I have a few more things to share. If she paid and she apologized why did Lepp continue with her rampant assault?

Also why does she go to the extreme harassing authors by chasing them down and shoving it in their faces. "IT'S OUR CHOICE""WE DIDNT ASK YOU"

Seriously, did they ask you to kick them while they were down from  your already profound disrespect of their choices? You play it off as you are doing us a favor. We remember that as we remember being left out in the cold to fin for ourselves as we watched the slaughter take place over the hill. Those screams still echo in our ears, can you hear them....

My brothers and sisters whom dreams were murdered by your own hands Lepp. Take responsibility of your actions stop blaming someone else.

Any questions as to who is stalking, who is harassing or who's making threats now? Every two weeks? Why Lepp? Someone different? Are you using Alts?

 

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Enough!

Enough!

Demands, hate, blackmail. When does the evil web end? Before or after the spider laying her eggs die? Too much is not enough… Yet the psychobabble continues until both sides shed their skin as we waite with batted breathe to see what lays underneath.

Crazy, sick or just curious clutching at the lens of that microscope.

We want to know everything even when sometimes it’s best not to wake the unknown. So the question really is when it will be ENOUGH to quench our thirst on this story. We are not journalists yet we analyze depicting a life that really was pardon long ago. Yet the “Deal Maker” changed her promise with a direct hit less than three months later. Why, well she wanted to...

The “Deal Maker” continued with her blog tearing authors apart because of their choices so said “be demand you authors who chose to defy me…. You did this to yourself” The “Authors” pull themselves up from the dirty ground trying to fight the “Deal Maker” but she is no match for them as they creep back under the rocks and scorched foliage they so desperately wanted to rise from, making their dreams come true… But at last as the Raven spoke to a tempered author. “Rise from the Ember’s you sweet dear” As this newly named Ember rose she looked to the scorched Woods with limbs full of Ravens ready to take to the fight. “On this day I will stand for one and all, every author the “Deal Maker” has stepped on in her path to Restitution that had already been fulfilled.  I Ember Ravenwood will keep to the fight only dealing out truths as they come.”

Let me tell you this story with COPY and PASTE evidence that came directly from the source…

 

Check out the dates...

So Lepp calls Tabetha Jones a Malignant Narcissist but really as the definition lays out it looks like I can throw those word right back at ther Lepp (JT Larson) is a Malignant Narcissist...
 (Malignant narcissism is a psychological syndrome comprising an extreme mix of narcissism, antisocial personality disorder, aggression, and sadism.)
(Sadism involves gaining pleasure from seeing others undergo discomfort or pain)

I see aggression as well as sadism.... What do you all see?
 The "Deal Maker" thrives off the discomfort and pain she causes the authors who just want their Freedom of their Right's represented in choosing a publisher.

Dear  "Deal Maker" You might think you are the winner in breaking us down right along with Tabetha. Just remember that we have all be broken once. As you cross your heart living with no regret we wear a smile not showing that we have been hurt by this. Sometimes the left behind feel like the only one but we were born to try we are only human after all. So I lay my hand on the left behind... yeah we all know how it feels to be forgotten for awhile...  I am here and I will not look the other way making it easier for you if I run. I am done being forgotten , I want to smile as I release the pain you have caused.

~ Ember

Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD)

If you notice Empathy plays a big role in NPD.

Narcissistic personality disorder (NPD) is a Cluster B personality disorder in which a person is excessively preoccupied with personal adequacy, power, prestige and vanity, mentally unable to see the destructive damage they are causing to themselves and to others in the process.

Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by an over-inflated sense of self-importance, as well as dramatic, emotional behavior that is in the same category as antisocial and borderline personality disorders.

In addition to these symptoms, the person may display arrogance, show superiority, and seek power.

The symptoms of narcissistic personality disorder can be similar to the traits of individuals with strong self-esteem and confidence; differentiation occurs when the underlying psychological structures of these traits are considered pathological. Narcissists have such an elevated sense of self-worth that they value themselves as inherently better than others, when in reality they have a fragile self-esteem, cannot handle criticism, and often try to compensate for this inner fragility by belittling or disparaging others in an attempt to validate their own self-worth. Comments and criticisms about others are vicious from sufferers of NPD, in an attempt to boost their own poor self-esteem.

Another narcissist symptom is a lack of empathy. They are unable to relate, understand, and rationalize the feelings of others. Instead of behaving in a way that shows how they are feeling in the moment, they behave in the way that they feel they are expected to behave or that gives them the most attention.

People who are diagnosed with a narcissistic personality disorder are characterized by exaggerated feelings of self-importance. They have a sense of entitlement and demonstrate grandiosity in their beliefs and behavior. They have a strong need for admiration, but lack feelings of empathy

Two types of narcissistic defenses that were measured with eating pathology were "poisonous pedagogy" and "narcissistically abused". Poisonous pedagogy is one who places blame on others and is overly critical of others' inadequacies. The narcissistically abused are those who put others’ needs before theirs yet see themselves as being poorly treated.

Recent research has identified a structural abnormality in the brains of those with narcissistic personality disorder, specifically noting less volume of gray matter in the left anterior insula. This brain region relates to empathy, compassion, emotional regulation, and cognitive functioning.

Thank you Wiki!

 

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